Masculinity or Femininity



I am no more feminine then I am no more masculine, I am a woman who has gained power over the years of my life. I am 20 years of age, I am gaining everyday. I see people and listen to people, I walk my way. Its no more said then no more done .We can easily walk or easily run.


When I walk, I walk with thoughts. My thoughts are that of no other. We all think differently. I think in colors as others think in black and white. Why so different? Anyone want to listen? Listen to the voice of mine, small and feminine. I strive for masculinity; I feel people would respect me more. Understand. I am a woman. I walk like a woman, I talk like a woman, and I even wear a variety of womanly clothing. I twirl my hair when nervous; I tilt my head left when clueless. I tap my nails on my desk when frustrated. I awe in the littlest of things. I am a woman who is a woman who will be more of a woman then any woman she can be. I am a woman with power. In this day of age I have to walk with my head up high and my posture straight as can be. What would happen if I didn't? Would someone take advantage of me? Do I need masculinity to help me be more of what I want to be? Take me seriously when I say I will always walk my way. There is no other process than the one I have in front of me. I need to see from some other source to conclude my final destination. Destination of what you say? Masculinity and femininity. I love those two together to make a whole. I want R-E-S-P-E-C-T. Respect my mother and my daughter respect my grandmother and my great aunt sisters before me. I will do it for them. I will do it for society and what they think of me. I will do it for the woman who couldn't do it. I will do it for the women who think about it. I will do it for the ones who died when in it. I will do it for the smell of pride. I HAVE so much pride I just need to work it. I need to flaunt my pride and keep aiming high. I will not be rude nor will I cry when things don't work the way we want them. I don't want to be all talk and no action. I need to feel this. I need to dwell in this. I need to be me. Masculinity or femininity.